Mood-less

i've just found out that i've recently becomin more "mood-less" for things i used to have passion for.

i'm being mood-less to:

1. study for exams - which i did do while mq was around my place..
2. blog - i find it rather.. not so liberating anymore..
3. listen to music n songs - i'm sad i couldn't find my Ono Lisa CD (pirated)
4. clean up my room - everythin's lyin around everywhere.. altho i make less of a mess these days
5. update my laptop - it's running on pentium 3, n on msn 6 pt somethin.. not msn 7
6. talk to mum - she called, n i felt rather distant.. n more like huggin her..
7. keep myself from eatin too much - i overate today, n i'm still stuffed at 3:35am (now) when i last ate, had my choc cake n coffee at 11+pm, didn't even finish.
8. excercise - oh, when do i ever??
9. read - bought books dat i haven't touched, maybe becoz it's exam season? i haven't even started on Harry Potter (yeah, i know i might be a bit old for this) n the 6th book is due out in mid july!
10. sleep - sometimes i'm awake most of the night n can't get to sleep at all
11. wake up - when i do fall asleep, i don't wanna wake up..
12. get online - when i do, i don't get off! n i'm quite constantly on blogs n ebay..
13. shop - promised i won't go shoppin til exam's finished, but i did buy things off ebay..
14. think about moving - yes, i'm thinkin of movin AGAIN.. 5-bedroom, $575/week, South Yarra? do i really have to move together with them?
15. think about problems -

• wat will happen when my parents come over?
• will they ask me to give up sony n spencer?
• do i really have to start work soon after i finish exams?
• will i get a holiday 1st?
• would i have to get a job in the accounting field

16. think about my parents' problems -

• will mz be able to support herself financially in melbourne?
• will mz come back to KL anytime soon permanently?
• will mz be happy with jacke?
• is mq happy with her studies n work?
• is mq on talkin terms with candy already?
• is wz doin well in his exams?
• is wz happy with his new place?
• wat do the kids want us to bring to melbourne in july?
• do they need any more finances from us as to now?
• how would we be able to find time for other things like work n leisure?
• is the company doin okay in its current financial situation?
• where will we find good employees?

the list is endless. i was once told by a chinese doctor dat i think a lot.. a bit too much kind of a lot. i know dat.. n i accept dat.. i'm not moulding myself into dat kind of person, but i am trying to be more productive with my thinking too much..

wat is currently in my mind now: tax law, fringe benefit tax, capital gains tax, myers case, support tutorial, section 6-5... sports n the law, WADA code, athletes, compensation for injury, restraint of trade.......

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*B*L*i*N*k*

with a blink of an eye, it's june already.. i can't help but think.. we blink so many zillion times a day.. n yet, with a blink of an eye, time passes so fast.. my exams shall come forth soon, n i shan't be ambushed.. wat the.. i just don't want to be unprepared for the exams.. n it's been.. quite devastating, knowin dat there are cases i have to read up n do summaries on.. cases with who knows how many 10s of pages.. with no obvious keypoints.. i just hope i'll bring enough info in to the exam hall n know where to search for wat i want. it'll be better if the answers just pop right at me.. yeah right, dream on..

tmr's monday, n i should be startin my sport n the law revision. this subject is.. still okay.. except dat i haven't gone thru the WADA (the World Anti-Doping Agency code) to find out how the drug testing procedures goes n the impacts of the process on the athletes n the sports industry or watever. it's a long long long way to go before i finish. jacke went to mass today at the St Patrick's cathedral today while i sat (not so cosily) at Starbucks in Lygon Street, Carlton. i was sharin a small round table with a lady with her metallic pink mini-ipod on the table n her novel. i didn't even try to catch wat she was reading.. even though i know i have some 1.5 hours to sit there. with my grande caramel macchiato, i sat reading The Sunday Age (which costs $0.50 with the drink), just a couple of articles before i start revision.. i brought my notes along, fortunately. n as i revised, i started to praise myself for being so "hardworkin", i managed to finish my (not-so-complete) lecture notes (up til topic 6). it was satisfying u know, except for my tummy, as jacke n i just had thai food before my coffee session at starbucks. i can tell u, next time u're very full, don't get a grande sized drink... u'll bloat up like a hot air balloon..

anyway, i made a new net friend today.. she's Carmen from Madrid, Spain. she's only 16 years old n was goin to a French school. she said she wants to study economics n political science when she's in uni. somethin like dat.. but she's really nice.. n she's goin to this Shakira concert (she's probably at it now) n goin partying with her frenz tmr! PLUS, she's got an exam on tuesday n she hadn't started revising for today.. whoa! she assured me dat she was a responsible girl (becoz she also told me they drink alcohol since 13!!) and dat i would have a lot of fun if i were to visit spain. all the ppl there are beautiful, friendly n sociable.. aw.. n she even told me i wasn't old.. :P (*shucks*) hehe well, anyway, when i talk to her again, i'm gonna get her to teach me spanish, french n maybe italian.. well, i'll soak as much as i can.. :D she speaks fluent spanish n french, with some italian n of course english! i hope my exam status won't put us apart for too long... :)

anyway (again!), this is a song she says is quite popular in Spain now, n the band - Zapatillas is from her town Madrid.. :) Zapatillas - El Canto Del Loco... which means "the song of the crazy". a lil loud n noisy for me, but those of u who enjoy a lil of pop rock might like it.. enjoy.. :D