Being sleepless

Tried to close my eyes, they won't shut,
tried to breathe slower, i feel suffocated,
tried to not move, my whole body felt uncomfortable.

I sometimes wonder, how i really fall asleep when i'm not tired.
Jacke is sound asleep beside me, snoring away to wonderland.
Was sleepy at 9pm, been tryin to sleep for the past 3 hours.
I am as wide awake as it is 1pm in the day.
I am hungry, won't eat, i'll get fat if i do. Plus i never eat when i wanna sleep.

I am told meditation helps, the Gayathri Mantra i should chant.

Om Bhur Bhuvah Suwah

Tat Savitur Varenyam

Bargo Devasya Dheemahi

Dhiyo Yo Nah Prachodayat

Translation: Through all the worlds, God radiates more than the sun, on the brilliance of God I meditate, and pray for a clear intellect and a perfect intuition.

I hope and pray dat i will fall asleep before the sun rises.

My OTHER flower post

yep, it's flowers again. this time, i'm gonna include a picture of me n bf Jacke from our tulip farm visit. realised i didn't have bf's picture up for a couple of pic posts now, so i better put one up. this is a really nice picture of us, at least our poses aren't the conventional types. Jacke has changed his hairstyle already tho, so this isn't as updated as we'd all think. ;)


with WHITE flowers again!

since everyone's been admiring my flower shots, i shall post another pic.. one last one lar..

nice or not? nice or not?? hehe
okay lar, dat's all for tulip farm.. this next flower pic is taken by me, flowers bought by darlin.. this is where i got my "one in many" inspiration, click to view larger image. the pink roses were just so lovely. the couple picture was not originally there, i just put there so the flower pic would look nicer, n it's more.. us.. ;)

i know my darlin has been really patient n tolerant with me, n i know i've not been treatin him right. i thank him for being there for me, all these while..

MUAKZ TO MY DARLIN JACKE~!