Slacker update

Beware: Long long long pictoria post. hehe Enjoy readin.. ;)

I've been on slacker mode since.. forever. So much has happened lately, n I have yet found the passion to blog. Emotions are still very much fluctuating, but very much kept at bay with Hero JJ by my desktop. hehe

Be careful not to get sucked in by his eyes like I would. Just adorable *sigh.

I've gone kuku the other day n decided to curl my hair for a bit.. as my curler tong didn't really work, I curled my hair up in sections (jz anyhow grab) n slept with it thru the night. It gave me a headache the next morning, with all the hairclips n curling liquid n stuff on m head. I loved how it gave me big hair. Charz, Kai, Elaine n Joey would have remembered how I loved BIG hair. I undid all the hairclips n made my hair fluffy. Don't expect to see nicely curled tresses, coz this is simply DIY and by all means, not pro work.
Initial curl before I went to bed.
TADAA~ the next morning.

So, do u guys like my BIG hair? Throughout the whole process, I took 166 pictures, gosh, I'm so vain I can't even stand it. But u gotta admit, I do look nice in curly hair too, right? Maybe curl more than half way up to the top, not jz the bottom part.

My 1st curl - May 2005.

So? What do u guyz think? Pardon the look on my face, takin a picture with a diff hairstyle does feel a bit weird n unnatural. Anyway, my hair is half black n half coloured, not too obvious, if u ask me. I would wanna colour it again before end of the year, right now it needs a trim. Anyone wants to sponsor my trip to the salon? Plz email me. :P

Ah, I was jz foolin around. Then on the hot Sunday (19th Nov), Jacke brought us all flyin. All as in he did 3 flights,

1st with Alex the China man n Ronald,

2nd with kuku Yoon, Linda n I,

3rd with Cindy, Venice & Amy.

It was great, since I haven't been Jacke's passenger for a long while already. Yoon was a lil afraid of the whole "fake engine failure" experience, altho I bet he enjoyed the flight. The 3rd flight should be most fun, being more of a "Roller Coaster" ride than a sight-seeing flight around town. We kinda took the usual route, Moorabin (airport) - Phillip Island - French Island - Melbourne City (orbit) - Frankston - Moorabin.

Pilot Jacke & his 3 passengers

Then Jacke did a lil turning to the right, n we took this picture. Note the scenery outside.

This was how Yoon was like after the turn, n some "engine failures", which made the plane all quiet while droppin a lil towards the ground. See all the nerves on his hand? Haha, he was holding on to dear life n screaming at Jacke the whole time. "Jacke, u don't f**king do that again or I'll f**k u upside down when we get down this f**kin plane!" Hahaha, it was so funny Linda n I were laughin our heads off at the back.

I did a lil cam-whorin at the back while we head north to the city. ;P

1. All famous Luna Park at St Kilda,2. One of the biggest malls in Victoria - Southland Shopping Centre,3. dunno wat it is, but love the design. :P
4. Melbourne tourist attraction - Queen Victoria Market,5. Yarra River from the West side of the CBD,6. CBD view from afar, misty n close to the beach.

7. Approaching runway at Moorabin Airport,8. See anything u might fancy?

Okay, that's all for today, will update again soon as there are more stuff to write about. I'm off to participate in the HK-style BBQ at home. It means everyone holdin a skewer n cook their own food. I bet we'll end up cookin the food in the oven. :P Byez

Emotional flood

My emotional being is at its low again, tonnes of thoughts are weighin me down, it seems so hard to pull myself up. I have been thinking a lot lately, maybe because I'm slackin in job hunting again. There are so much to think about, that being alone at home at times or being poor wouldn't help at all.

This is what I have been doin for the past few days:
1. Play Fish Tycoon from Reflexive, currently I have discovered 99 out of the supposed 400 species and in that have 5 magic fishes out of 7. The game keeps me occupied, I can stare at my tanks for a long time without doin anythin else. The magic isn't workin so much anymore, need other things to do.

2. Read Joey's fan fiction as the story still progresses. I must say that it's quite a chick lit. Very entertaining and very very nice to read. Learning up about the group in the story - DBSK has been quite fun, it keeps my mind from running amok. I'm droolin over Hero Kim JaeJoong from DBSK currently. He's got really powerful eyes, a good voice, and very very very cute. Remember my desktop post where I didn't put anythin up? Now I do, n it's JaeJoong's picture.

Dunno if Joey wants her fanfic to be advertised here, but they're up at this site. Lookin at JaeJoong's picture, I think I'd rather be obsessed with his looks than to be thinkin of my own problems. Sigh, I'm a runner.

3. My brother is in Melbourne! Me, my sis n him had dim sum in Sharks Fin House in the city yesterday, it was good to see him again. It's been.. wat.. since December that I last saw him. Mq says Wz's face sharpened, that he lost weight again. To me, I dunno, my bro has jz been so skinny all his life, I wonder if he has received any of the "Fat" genes. Wz also asked us if we thought his nose got a little shappier. Yes, his nose, and No, he did not get any surgery or whatsoever that is fake. His nose just.. sharpened up, jz like his face. It's impossible that losing weight would mean your nose would change it's shape (albeit slightly) but I know my bro's no Pinochio. Wz wants to keep his hair long, but I think he desperately needs a haircut, keepin ur hair long doesn't mean you don't need a trim. I wanna psycho Wz to cut n style his hair like JaeJoong's. :P Wz's hair length is about slightly longer than JaeJoong's hair in the pic I posted on top. See? I get so happy talkin about JJ, n of course my family too.

4. It's kinda gettin lonelier here in Melbourne.. With Albert, Eric Ping and Cara gone, there's really not many others that I'm close with. I mean, keep my family aside, there's only maybe Min Hui and Lee Inn left. Min Hui's goin back early December, Lee Inn's always busy workin. Oh, Linda's also goin back 1st December.. April.. I can still ask her out for lunch, but I'm not sure if she's busy. There's just no more other people that I can call out for lunch anymore. Alex the China man has agreed to stay with us, taking over Cara's room, but only in February. He's been around the house quite a lot of late, studyin n foolin around with Jacke and Ronald. So hopefully I can get more friends around here, a bit doubtful, since I'm not studyin or workin.

5. Job hunting has been slow, a lot of vacancies are comin up for undergraduates, one day per week. I'm not qualified of course, and even vacancies for fresh graduates require 1 or 2 yrs of working experience, which I don't have. Sigh, sigh and more sigh. I'm still working on some cover letters, hopefully will send my resumes out again in a few more days.

6. Out of loneliness, I called Charlotte early this mornin n talked to her for almost 4 hours. It felt great, to be chattin to her again. Afterall, I don't spend much on international calls, but when I do, it'll be a lot in one shot. Joey called me this.. evening actually. She woke me up, hehe. I only went to sleep at about 7+ this morning after the phone conversation with Charlotte, and woke up to Joey's call around 4+pm. Crazy time, I know. Talkin to Joey further brought me away from my sorrows, which was good. We only talked for about half an hour or so, then she had to go eat. JOEY, TAKE CARE OF YOUR GASTRIC PROBLEM AR, PLEASE.

7. Sweets, I've finished my packet of Starburst Jelly Beans. At least the colours that I like. There are only the orange and green ones left. Orange and I think, lime flavour. Ewh.. Don't like them. Have also bought myself a small box of GuyLian Belgian Praline Chocolates. It's only a box of 3, you know how big a GuyLian choc is. it's about a Malaysian 50 cent coin. Had 1 and a half yesterday, now finishin the other half. I'll leave the last one for tonight or somethin.. I think I'll die without sweets.

Finally, Jacke's last paper will end at 12noon tmr. Then I can somehow stop worryin about him not studyin. It's not that he doesn't study, I just don't see him study enough. I have to keep myself in the room when the boys study at the dining hall, ocassionally come out to quiet them or ask them to study n everythin. His exams, I stress.. Sigh.. But it'll all be over tmr. So he can start planning his flights on the weekend, Linda's younger sisters Venice and Amy plus their cousin Cindy wanted to fly around the city with Jacke before they all head back to KL. So because 1 plane can only take 4 people (1 pilot + 3 passengers) at a time, Jacke's doin 2 rounds, one with Venice, Amy and Cindy, another round with Linda, Yoon and me. Hopefully the weather will permit, Sat weather with a top of 21, Sun weather top of 28 degrees.

Sigh, what to eat for dinner? Dinner last night at Jade's is quite good, I love Jade. It's my default restaurant... Default default.. Dunno where to go? Jade. Feel like comfort food? Jade. Wanna watch HK TVB? Jade. haha, Jade's tauke aunty likes talkin to us too, and she kept commenting how thin I was. I reckon she's slimmer, she's a lil taller but we're about the same weight. Funny how an aunty compares her weight and build with me. Hehe, she's still thinner okay. Jade is a HK-style cafe restaurant. Very much like Kimgary or Mongkok restaurant in KL, but not as commercialised. They still have cheesebaked rice and everythin, but I'd prefer the Portugese-style baked chicken spaghetti. That's what I had yesterday night. At least the rice they cook here is softer and more moist than Kimgary's. I'd take Jade anytime over Kimgary.

Okay, cukup.. enough. My total intake of only half a piece of chocolate since 12am this mornin is not makin me hungry, just yet. But I don't wanna continue whining, so.. bye.