in the midst of being hardworkin..

i'm under enormous amount of stress here.. we've got into kinda like.. a misunderstanding with albert, which makes everybody.. so tensed.. i don't like it.. jacke doesn't like it either.. biggest problem? i've gotten too close to albert.. jacke doesn't realize, dat i really love him so so so much, i can't bear to lose him, to make him angry at me.. albert n april, ah ping, everybody knows dat i'm like so super sticky to jacke.. dat i wouldn't go anywhere with jacke.. dat i'm so crazy over him.. y doesn't he know dat? y can't he see dat? i want jacke to be in every part of my life, to be able to get to know my frenz, to be frenz with them, to be close with them as well.. i don't want anythin bad to come in between us.. i love him just so so so much..