Mood-less

i've just found out that i've recently becomin more "mood-less" for things i used to have passion for.

i'm being mood-less to:

1. study for exams - which i did do while mq was around my place..
2. blog - i find it rather.. not so liberating anymore..
3. listen to music n songs - i'm sad i couldn't find my Ono Lisa CD (pirated)
4. clean up my room - everythin's lyin around everywhere.. altho i make less of a mess these days
5. update my laptop - it's running on pentium 3, n on msn 6 pt somethin.. not msn 7
6. talk to mum - she called, n i felt rather distant.. n more like huggin her..
7. keep myself from eatin too much - i overate today, n i'm still stuffed at 3:35am (now) when i last ate, had my choc cake n coffee at 11+pm, didn't even finish.
8. excercise - oh, when do i ever??
9. read - bought books dat i haven't touched, maybe becoz it's exam season? i haven't even started on Harry Potter (yeah, i know i might be a bit old for this) n the 6th book is due out in mid july!
10. sleep - sometimes i'm awake most of the night n can't get to sleep at all
11. wake up - when i do fall asleep, i don't wanna wake up..
12. get online - when i do, i don't get off! n i'm quite constantly on blogs n ebay..
13. shop - promised i won't go shoppin til exam's finished, but i did buy things off ebay..
14. think about moving - yes, i'm thinkin of movin AGAIN.. 5-bedroom, $575/week, South Yarra? do i really have to move together with them?
15. think about problems -

• wat will happen when my parents come over?
• will they ask me to give up sony n spencer?
• do i really have to start work soon after i finish exams?
• will i get a holiday 1st?
• would i have to get a job in the accounting field

16. think about my parents' problems -

• will mz be able to support herself financially in melbourne?
• will mz come back to KL anytime soon permanently?
• will mz be happy with jacke?
• is mq happy with her studies n work?
• is mq on talkin terms with candy already?
• is wz doin well in his exams?
• is wz happy with his new place?
• wat do the kids want us to bring to melbourne in july?
• do they need any more finances from us as to now?
• how would we be able to find time for other things like work n leisure?
• is the company doin okay in its current financial situation?
• where will we find good employees?

the list is endless. i was once told by a chinese doctor dat i think a lot.. a bit too much kind of a lot. i know dat.. n i accept dat.. i'm not moulding myself into dat kind of person, but i am trying to be more productive with my thinking too much..

wat is currently in my mind now: tax law, fringe benefit tax, capital gains tax, myers case, support tutorial, section 6-5... sports n the law, WADA code, athletes, compensation for injury, restraint of trade.......

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